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世代
今天剛好在聽Eminem的
"When I'm Gone"....突然想到這個問題....
看你的心情...似乎跟多年前看朋友小孩的心情不一樣了....這個網站已經六歲了....跟我同年齡的朋友....他最大的小孩應該已經比這個網站還大個一兩歲了吧?
那時候看那個小孩...說真的..沒啥感覺....覺得就是一個小孩爬來爬去...挺搞笑的....
當然,跟朋友的小女孩接觸的時間比接觸你來的短,畢竟那時候回台灣只有兩個星期的時間...算是來匆匆,去匆匆...
這次可能是年紀比較大了?又或者接觸你的時間比較長了?
真的讓我有種不同世代的感覺....
看到下一個世代的成長...似乎也看到自己的衰老....這就是所謂的天道循環的一部分吧....
這時候難免就會想...如果自己掛了...會留下些甚麼?
就跟Eminem的歌詞中所說的一樣....如果現在就掛了....我在這個世界上又會留下些甚麼呢?
I remember the first time I came here, it's been a rough six
years, and I'm just happy to not be that person anymore, and so is my wife. (Crowd laughs)
Thank you for letting me do this. Thats all I have to share right now. (Crowd claps)
[Spokesperson Speaking]
Is there anyone else who would like to share with us tonight?
[Eminem Speaking]
Uhh...yeah My name is Marshall
(Crowd: Hi Marshall)
Yeah, It’s my life, In my own words I guess.
[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd given arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally given arm for?
When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
shady made me, but tonight shady's rock-a-by-baby,
oh when i'm gone just carry on, don't mourn,
rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin,
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!
[Verse 2]
I keep havin’ this dream – I’m pushin’ Hailie on the swing she keeps screamin’,
She don’t want me to sing, “You’re makin mommy cry, why, why is mommy crying?”,
Baby, Daddy ain’t leavin’ no more,
“Daddy you're lying, You always say that, you always say this is the last time,
but you ain’t leavin’ no more, Daddy you’re mine!”,
She’s piling boxes in front of the door tryin’ to block it,
“Daddy please daddy, don’t leave daddy no, stop it!”
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket, it’s got a picture,
“This’ll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha.”
I look up, it’s just me standin in the mirror, these ''stinkin'' walls must be talkin cuz man I can hear em.
They're sayin you got one more chance to do right, and it’s tonight,
Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em for its too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns to a stage, they’re gone
And the spotlight is on and I’m singin…
[Chorus] [x2]
And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumpin’ out their seat, The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet,
I take a bow, “and thank you all for comin’ out,”
They’re screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd, I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seein’,
“Daddy it’s me! Help mommy her wrists are bleedin’!”,
But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?!
“I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin', You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad,
And I bought you this coin, It says "number 1 dad", that’s all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin,
I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin."
But baby wait-,
“its too late dad, you made your choice. Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em more than us,
That’s what they want,
They want you Marshal, they keep, screamin your name, it’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep.
Just take another, pill, yeah I bet you, you will, You rap about it. Yeah word, k-keep it real”,
I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see, How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me,
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it, put it to my brain, scream ‘Die Shady!’ and pop it!
The sky darkens, my life flashes, The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes,
That’s when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', There’s birds singin’, it’s spring and
Hailie’s outside swingin’, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her,
Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if to say-,
[Chorus] [x2]
And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back.
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