up and i am so weird right now...
first, English mixed up with Mandarin and French... computer system always has conflict between Chinese and English...
then, everyone has his own idea and a idea mix with another idea and turn into a more complex idea and a complex idea mix
with another complex idea and go on go on...
one of the reason i am so mixed-up might because people i have around here are mostly bananas.. they have a mix-up idea of life.
but from me, they want to know about Taiwan, or Chinese culture in general, more. but after pick up all their slang, their way
of thinking and their way of looking at people. i got really confused. things looks different than what i expect and many many
works goes on and i don't know what i should expect from others or what others should expect from me. and i am too busy to
think about that!! i am too busy to talk with people who is not going to confuse me more. i am too busy to look through what is
between me and others. time and life just go on and they don't wait for me for a break.
so i am still so confused, then as a result, i am become so confusing...and life goes on..