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just want to write something about you 

I am reading over all those stuff I wrote again and again. well, yes I am trying to avoid studying chemistry again although I know 

if I don't make myself sit and read the stupid heavy textbook I will be still taking that course next term. man, school sucks. 

then, I just realize that I wrote a lot about my ex. yes, when I was writing it he is not my bf yet. like right now I am writing about 

you and you are not technically my bf yet too. I found I did write a lot about him although I don't even care about him these days 

since he don't even bother drop by to see me when he was in Ontario. man, I want to see him so much and just dress up pretty 

to show that, " hey, look at what you cannot have." 

I am such a bad girl right? oh well, just watch out that don't dump me badly or you will eventually get it back. (THAT'S THE SPIRIT!!) 

I just realized that how mature you are (and I just realized that you are just a week or two older than me), and how well-organized you 

are. things are just being planed all the time. pretty impressive. I feel I am the one who is always freaking out and saying stupid 

things. like the youngest child in the family, I am just being dumb and making mistakes, and waiting for you to take care of it. 

now I cannot even take care of myself. should I say it is a bad thing that you appeared? but it is so nice that someone can deal with 

what I don't want to deal with. 

well, after analysis, I figured that I should end up dating those oldest child in the family, and just let them to take care of me, the 

youngest child in the family who tried hard to be very independent. and obviously i am not independent at all. 

I was scared when I realized that your eyes are green!!! even the color of your eyes is my favorite color!! well, I remember D's 

eyes are green too. why do I always crush into green-eye, tall, blonde guys? and I didn't even realize that your eye is green till yesterday. 

oh well, I just figured that I should write something about you eventually. (haha eventually before you dump me) I don't know what 

is going to happen in these 4 months gap when you are away. probability I will find another nice phys guy, or you will figure "actually  

Marsha is not that pretty and I think I like this other girl more." good thing is that you are technically not my boyfriend yet that I 

technically single still. ( so I can still dating around and check out guys. Wahoo) but thanks god for having you around. thanks for 

taking care of me. and I know I will miss you a lot a lot. and I will be writing about you a lot a lot when I got time. 

( for the editor: haha, are you not glad that I am in love again.) (Editor: for sure, i am glad, my good sister)