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double-double

I just suddenly realized that instead of saying, "can I have a small coffee, black, pls." I said, 

"can I get a medium English Toffee?" I didn't realize that how sugary it is till my friend said, " I smelled the sugar." 

interesting thing is that you don't even touch coffee. you just get up in the morning, put the coffee machine on for your 

parents and run out of the door. 

I don't think I asked you that "mental test" about coffee since you don't even touch it. however, I realized that i added 

more and more sugar and milk in my coffee. now I asked for a double-double (i.e. two sugar and two milk). 

I just realized how short it has been -- just more than a week. however, I can still feel every moments that you are 

holding my hand, that i am in your arm, and your lips. that's what I wanted for a whole semester. 

and then now what position I am on? am I your girlfriend? or I am just one of the many girlfriends. sometimes you don't 

have to be that nice and sweet. but by whatever chance you are that nice and sweet!!! 

and I can just keeping adding sugar in my coffee like I cannot live without sugar. and I realize I will be bitching everyone

  if you are not here with me, if you are not the one who just keeping listening to my whining and complaining. ( it is still 

unbelievable that there is someone who can stand my whining!) 

and then you are leaving, leaving me here!! 

so I just realize how much time I wanted you to be by my side. like I just realized how much sugar I need in my coffee. 

(p.s. in case a lot people will not understand, the test state that how much sugar you want in your coffee symbolize 

how much time you want to spend with your lover. and according to the stat I have right now, it is pretty actuary.)