---Aug. 31, 2004---Damn coffee-2
not being able to sleep till 4:38, I started searching for my buddies classic, (while
I see an ugly cockroaches sitting on my book ewwwwww)
flipping through my book, I started reading the diary of Dec 2003 oh well, I have to say that that was one of the best time in my life
that I ever had. spending the whole week with k... I know I won't have any better
Christmas like that.
he was cute....
anyhow, I end up reading all the memories. you know, I should stop keeping all these memories. they are just troubles *grin* there were
outline about what I did over the Christmas holidays. k's flight to Toronto the day
I crashed the car, snow day, ticket to Austin plus movie
ticket for master and commander, Paul's body, ticket for 50 first day (such a sweet movie), my writing in
UT Austin library (with tear mark), and
there, there were the flower gold draw for me, the jian-dan-ai lyrics that I wrote.
I can't stop that, so I opened another agenda that I had since I got in waterloo.
fist thing drop out of there was the Hilton fine view dinning in Niagara falls.
hashish I remember Joe called that time.
then I flipped from that first page....
I see the around the island trip I took that summer, and then the trip to Canadian
Rockies schedule I wrote down for orientation week. (I
remember I spend 2 dollar on a bell digital telephone thing that can connect to internet in jasper's
greyhound station in order to write that)
then it's the phys10 info I carefully wrote down, phone number for Kevin, Spencer, and
Johnny (Deb know who I am talking about), Deb's clumsy writing of her name in Chinese character, (oh my god, she's
probably going to be my friend for the rest of my life!) TWSA meeting, BBQ (where
I get close to HELEN! Sep23,2001 got to remember) I got my Acer, the day pass for
first time going to Toronto with Debby, wohoooo, Peter's phone number on Oct 25, and ewwww
Jon's phone number.
science and math ball that we went to, Deb writing and drawing all over them,
heehee, CS project (hell! wake up, Wilson!) , first cell phone
(panasonic)Feb1, 2002, study week depression due to Pete, ago/room ticket,
Helen's locker number, go to Niagara/Renee's house, Pete's end of term jazz, oh my GOD..... the A Beautiful Mind ticket on Apr4, 2002. I guess I
can never forget that day...That was the best final exam period I have ever had!!!
then it's shopping for furniture, Deb's Northfield address, my allergy to Pete's lather jacket, two piano four hand with
Pete, (and I am actually playing piano now.. :s) heehaw, all those little heart flying over
the page, (I remember jig-won said" I wonder when she will use those
heart! sigh, now I am about the same age as she were, and I know how to smoke. that was
funny) my birthday, and that were the sweetest birthday ever with Pete singing happy birthday on the phone,
one of the sudden, bad turns out right after the birthday with my wallet lost,
camera store, late student visa, and breaking up. I don't know why, but it all suddenly turns bad..
then that's the beginning of the other semester with all my group of friend change from white to yellow. it's the days when
I started hang around but place with Helen and Vicki, me getting sick, going to k-zone's,
shopping at tiffany's (the evil Greediness) hang around with Darrin.
There were the poem Darrin wrote in my quantum class. that was interesting, the first love letter
I got I call it. ( Darrin honey, can I post it, coz that's really sweet!) all those country songs,
then good Chinese new year in Taiwan with all the wai3-ya2 to go to, Chinese new year and
shiroi-koibido chocolate for valentine's day, I remember those phone calls with Darrin and those times, trip to
Kyoto and Osaka, (stamps!), set up website, and then get busy taking care of mommy.
from that period of time, all the Japanese I learned, I start writing more on website than on books...then school started,
I kicked Peter's ass, all those summer kids' birthdays, trip to London, and then
I painted my room while listen to jie jie crying about breaking up with her bf, legally brond 2 with
darrin, dress day, going home for vacation and meet cute guy.. =).., watching Matrix2 with him, wow, another tiffany shopping, (and scare the hell out
of Garfield), renting a car on October, and the take Julia out, oh well, then that was about the time
Helen talked about kerchief, my Gucci watch, thanksgiving and can tower lookout ticket, (and failed quantum
midterm) I don't know how I fall that hard, but quickly, it came from "?" to
"I drawn in pink bubbles"
there were a line said, "I wonder some very busy guy can fly to Toronto twice in two weeks"
there were a line from Oct 10, 2003, "To make it better, I just think that there is the 'the right one' somewhere for me, and when
I see him,
I will just know. he will just shine in the crowd and he will just be there for me. it's that moment
I saw pi, I just know and I guess I should say there is THAT one because I deserve it." and that's exactly
what I saw two week after that when I pick up k in the airport--I know right away it's the one that standing there.
the that's it, that's the one feeling... wahahah I should say that after I do know the person, shouldn't
I? it's interesting how I look back in life... I found that I am not that pathetic--there is always someone there (oh well, besides right now :p
but there's mommy!) and I am just so lucky!
I know life will find the way--for the best!